Category: divination

  • Six Day Creation

    9/22/90

    Nothing left to

    believe in but my

    worn gym shoes

    Take me anywhere –

    god’s country

    But I can’t believe

    in god anymore,

    my gym shoes are

    worn and dirty

    my feet are tired

    I want to settle

    down but god won’t

    let me,

    Your body is

    warm, ~~it’s tired~~

    but it’s tired like

    the sun burn for

    a billion years

    I can’t touch it

    It’s too far away

    God won’t let me,

    but I can look I can

    watch that’s my subversion

    Fuck all gods I can’t

    touch you, but you

    are flesh he’s a myth

    Fuck all gods

    you are warm

    but you are tired

    Your body’s warm

    but dry, your skin

    like the sand I can

    only imagine, your

    meat like flesh like

    God, but I can’t believe

    Fuck faith

    you are warm and

    dry, smell like

    sand and, never sweet

    are god’s men –

    But you must taste

    like I can’t imagine

    God

    You must taste like

    six-day creation,

    I can’t believe!

    my sneakers are

    tired and worn

    and you are warm

    and dry.

  • A Three Card Reading

    I decided to try a three card reading for “The Donald.” What is intersting is how figuring out which cards are averse is really contextual. In this case his future is the Prince of Cups, which for women or gay men would be today is that someday when my Prince has come, in this case being averse it represents his lack of planning, his self-delusion, rather than emerging from the water he crashes headfirst into it.

    The first card I pulled represents the recent past, where in 2020 he lost the election which I believe he had it coming to him, telling people to inject lysol is completely ridiculous and his pretension to be a doctor as he sees himself as an expert brought him to ruin, he was nearly found guilty and sent off, but Biden. also working on behalf of the same ruling class, made sure he got back in. This card looks like an upside down pentagram made of broken swords. Trump took this symbol of ruin and turned it into his portal back into power.

    The second card represents the present which is the two of wands. Usually the two of wands is a balanced symbol, showing a just war such as the defense of the UK against the attempt of Hitler to invade or the Sicilian Partisans fighting to stop Musolini from successfully invading Palermo.

    However because a tyrant is always an inversion, this card has a different meaning. Here in his case rather than just war, what we see is blind force atacking everyong and everything all at the same time. The lashing out of the blind idiot would be god. This is the evil of totally unbalanced force, his sending armed thugs to kidnap children using heavy weapons on families, old people and children actions of evil to inspire the fear upon which he feeds as the physical manifestatation of the Demiurgos. This card represents Aries in Mars, which is always violent in character.

    The final card shows the near future. Here we also see this inversion. The typical meaning of the card for most people shows the ideal male, whatever situation whether professional or romantic, the Prince of Cups is emerging from the water, he is at one with himself as the symbol of water, not drunken or drowning but emeging into a high form, from the number cards into the royal cards. This would normally be the “some day my prince will come” guy.

    However as Trump is averse this instead can be read as the Prince, overwhelemed with his own delusion, crashing back into the ocean, instead of emrging into a higher form he crashes into a state of drowning from his own self delusions, his lack of care for others, his total inability to plan ahead or make a case or negotiate anything, Rather than an exhaulted Prince we have the angry, deluded Man Child, drowning in his own lies and self-delusions.

  • The Process

    Since the emergence of the figure of Richard Nixon we have also seen a concordant rise of chaos, poverty, misery and violence world wide. Such things as the “war on drugs” enabled the use of violence all around the world.

    The poem Plutonian Ode by Allen Ginsberg captures the feel of the time which has continued to build and build to take us to the current state of emergency.

    First penned unmindful by Doctor Seaborg with poisonous hand, named for Death’s planet through the sea beyond Uranus whose chthonic ore fathers this magma-teared Lord of Hades,

    Sire of avenging Furies, billionaire Hell- King worshipped once with black sheep throats cut, priests’s face averted from underground mysteries in single temple at Eleusis,

    Allen Ginsberg

    This particular cthonic negative energy has had its play on the earth from roughly 1968 – 2028, with the energy of the serpent, destruction, toxicity, venom, fear, is replaced with the dove, kindness, compassion, teamwork and cooperation. Looking out for everyone, even the least.

  • The Power of Divination

    Tarot is as vast and mysterious as the universe itself. It cannot be effectively automated unlike so many other things in modern life. It requires sensitivity, and experience of hardship on the part of the diviner in order to enhance their wisdom, sensitivity, intuition and compassion.

    While I have been doing free readings for over two decades I have decided its time for me to follow in the footsteps of my mentors and help people full time.

    I plan on blogging readings here along with my magical diary, which dates all the way back to 1986 when I was 14 years old. At that time the subject was my dreams, but later it became working with thelemic, masonic and rosicrution practices through actual initiation and training in Kaballah, divination and ritual with these groups.

    You’ll see my diary ends during covid and has some blank years where I was in a blizzard of unpaid engineering overtime.

    Because I am a minster of the Universal Goddess when you give me a donation to give you tarot based counciling not only do you get this therapy from the blessed and healing energies of our Lady but its also a tax deduction for you as a donation to clergy.