3/31/05
Dream $\rightarrow$ taking
over responsibility for
lapses
Haven’t been able to
do any home rituals,
but will start doing
LRBP in bathroom to keep
it going –
Banishing dagger arrived,
have to email prev.
owner to see that
it wasn’t used to
cut any living flesh. I
wonder if it needs
to be consecrated?
to OSOGD, don’t
have to pay lodge fees
cause I long distance,
need to find
Scott on Theurgy &
also look “the Cult of
Tara” about Tibetan
magick.
Don Milo is OSOGD initiate
so I must be on right
path,
Seems like it doesn’t,
not sure.
Should move on to
Crowley Star Ruby,
because it has the
new aeon names.
Went to gnostic
mass on Sunday
Interesting experience.
Some argue that
a ritualized mass is uncreative,
a rote re-run of
Crowley’s ritual, a cult
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