Egyptian Dreams

3-21-05

11:50 AM L.R.B.P.

finally got it correct,

including drawing the

circle from center

to center, the

space I did it in

has a different feel,

like there’s more

energy there, now

I can add the other

part of making the

gesture that DMK

adds.

3/20/05

Dream – worried

worried for the estate

of a magician passed

on, realizing it’s ok to

show the man having

fun & joking, it’s ok to

have sense of humor.

3/19/05

4 AM – Lesser Banishing

pentagram – always

good before bed,

try to clear out

the space, energy

down the street,

cops, paramedics,

needed to cleanse

space

Dream – always running

from something?

(pentagram sketch)

4-1-05

Dream $\rightarrow$ accuring

anti-authority film

4-3-05

Didn’t remember

New #

4/4/05

$\rightarrow$ 3/21/05 L.R.B.P.

lacking resource.

Egyptian & Greek

paganism, because

its not the then

still illegal indigenous

witchcraft of Britain

(scribbled-out diagram text)

Crowley had to shade

the language in terms

of human sacrifice

because of the

obscenity laws in

Britain, it was a

crime to write

about sex, and

even a crime to

write about witchcraft.

So you see, the

emphasis on

He’s not talking

about an actual

grown kid. As soon

as the sperm enters

the egg, it’s corrupted

from its original source,

He was talking about

sexual acts that

don’t result in

procreation. So the

sperm is “the purest

male child”, because

it’s that pure male

potential.

Zen roshi English

madness caused

some unfortunate

obfuscation and

confusion.

Back at the beginning

of the Christian

church sperm

was considered sacred,

so when Crowley

says “the best

sacrifice is a child

of highest int. . .”

of personality.

But they don’t really

get it.

~~these same critics~~

~~usually have no problem~~

~~following their~~

Well, to each their own,

Certainly there’s a

huge latitude for

acting in anything.

Crowley had some

interesting insights, but

his twisted sense

of humor & general

Seems like it doesn’t,

not sure.

Should move on to

Crowley Star Ruby,

because it has the

new aeon names.

Went to gnostic

mass on Sunday

Interesting experience.

Some argue that

a ritualized mass is uncreative,

a rote re-run of

Crowley’s ritual, a cult