LRBP

Dream

Alienated from fine society,

running, trying to get into

club, kicked out by bouncer

for no shirt

3-18-05

Dream

$\rightarrow$ more crowded, blocked

~~by trees~~ by brambles

Scientol. trying to con-

vince about the

immortality of LKH

Tarot meditation – reading

Duquette’s Thoth Tarot,

about Archangel

3/19/05

4 AM – Lesser Banishing

pentagram – always

good before bed,

try to clear out

the space, energy

down the street,

cops, paramedics,

needed to cleanse

space

Dream – always running

from something?

(pentagram sketch)

3/20/05

Dream – worried

worried for the estate

of a magician passed

on, realizing it’s ok to

show the man having

fun & joking, it’s ok to

have sense of humor.

3-21-05

11:50 AM L.R.B.P.

finally got it correct,

including drawing the

circle from center

to center, the

space I did it in

has a different feel,

like there’s more

energy there, now

I can add the other

part of making the

gesture that DMK

adds.

Used finger instead of

the butter knife, since

I need a real magick

dagger, not some prosaic

butter knife used for

kitchen.

Dream:

someone try to

force us to pay

exorbitant cult-like fees

to learn magick

3/22/05 Dream

couldn’t sell “cursed

property”.

3/23/05

“Don’t know the world –

running around, trying to

sell & so forth”

3/24/04

– On trial for

life, over magick.

reliving witch trials?

3/25/04

still have some fear,

suppression, oppression

12 AM – Tai Chi –

a pad w/

anger / irritation

3/28/05 (Friday)

Sun, morning

Heard loud sound

from SUV at

2 AM, then it goes

off, did ~~LRBP~~

LRBP to ward off,

after hit the deck

for a while

11:30–12:30 PM Conversation

with Soror Hell (Barbados)

& Sam Webster – hope

to gain initiation

to OSOGD, don’t

have to pay lodge fees

cause I long distance,

need to find

Scott on Theurgy &

also look “the Cult of

Tara” about Tibetan

magick.

Don Milo is OSOGD initiate

so I must be on right

path,

3/31/05 Dream $\rightarrow$ taking

over responsibility for

lapses

Haven’t been able to

do any home rituals,

but will start doing

LRBP in bathroom to keep

it going –

Banishing dagger arrived,

have to email prev.

owner to see that

it wasn’t used to

cut any living flesh. I

wonder if it needs

to be consecrated?