3-18-05
Alienated from fine society,
running, trying to get into
club, kicked out by bouncer
for no shirt
Dream
$\rightarrow$ more crowded, blocked
~~by trees~~ by brambles
Scientol. trying to con-
vince about the
immortality of LKH
Tarot meditation – reading
Duquette’s Thoth Tarot,
about Archangel
3/19/05
4 AM – Lesser Banishing
pentagram – always
good before bed,
try to clear out
the space, energy
down the street,
cops, paramedics,
needed to cleanse
space
Dream – always running
from something?
(pentagram sketch)
3/20/05
Dream – worried
worried for the estate
of a magician passed
on, realizing it’s ok to
show the man having
fun & joking, it’s ok to
have sense of humor.
3-21-05
11:50 AM L.R.B.P.
finally got it correct,
including drawing the
circle from center
to center, the
space I did it in
has a different feel,
like there’s more
energy there, now
I can add the other
part of making the
gesture that DMK
adds.
Used finger instead of
the butter knife, since
I need a real magick
dagger, not some prosaic
butter knife used for
kitchen.
Dream:
someone try to
force us to pay
exorbitant cult-like fees
to learn magick
3/22/05 Dream
couldn’t sell “cursed
property”.
3/23/05
“Don’t know the world –
running around, trying to
sell & so forth”
3/24/04
– On trial for
life, over magick.
reliving witch trials?
3/25/04
still have some fear,
suppression, oppression
12 AM – Tai Chi –
a pad w/
anger / irritation
3/28/05 (Friday)
Sun, morning
Heard loud sound
from SUV at
2 AM, then it goes
off, did ~~LRBP~~
LRBP to ward off,
after hit the deck
for a while
11:30–12:30 PM Conversation
with Soror Hell (Barbados)
& Sam Webster – hope
to gain initiation
to OSOGD, don’t
have to pay lodge fees
cause I long distance,
need to find
Scott on Theurgy &
also look “the Cult of
Tara” about Tibetan
magick.
Don Milo is OSOGD initiate
so I must be on right
path,
3/31/05 Dream $\rightarrow$ taking
over responsibility for
lapses
Haven’t been able to
do any home rituals,
but will start doing
LRBP in bathroom to keep
it going –
Banishing dagger arrived,
have to email prev.
owner to see that
it wasn’t used to
cut any living flesh. I
wonder if it needs
to be consecrated?
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