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Lapses
3/31/05 Dream $\rightarrow$ taking over responsibility for lapses Haven’t been able to do any home rituals, but will start doing LRBP in bathroom to keep it going – Banishing dagger arrived, have to email prev. owner to see that it wasn’t used to cut any living flesh. I wonder if it needs to be consecrated?…
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Egyptian Dreams
3-21-05 11:50 AM L.R.B.P. finally got it correct, including drawing the circle from center to center, the space I did it in has a different feel, like there’s more energy there, now I can add the other part of making the gesture that DMK adds. 3/20/05 Dream – worried worried for the estate of a…
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Practice
3/28/05 (Friday) Sun, morning Heard loud sound from SUV at 2 AM, then it goes off, did ~~LRBP~~ LRBP to ward off, after hit the deck for a while 11:30–12:30 PM Conversation with Soror Hell (Barbados) & Sam Webster – hope to gain initiation 3/31/05 Dream $\rightarrow$ taking over responsibility for lapses Haven’t been able…
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Sacrifices
3/28/05 (Friday) Sun, morning Heard loud sound from SUV at 2 AM, then it goes off, did ~~LRBP~~ LRBP to ward off, after hit the deck for a while 11:30–12:30 PM Conversation with Soror Hell (Barbados) & Sam Webster – hope to gain initiation 3/31/05 Dream $\rightarrow$ taking over responsibility for lapses Haven’t been able…
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Sunday Gnostic Mass
3/31/05 Dream $\rightarrow$ taking over responsibility for lapses Haven’t been able to do any home rituals, but will start doing LRBP in bathroom to keep it going – Banishing dagger arrived, have to email prev. owner to see that it wasn’t used to cut any living flesh. I wonder if it needs to be consecrated?…
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LRBP
Dream Alienated from fine society, running, trying to get into club, kicked out by bouncer for no shirt 3-18-05 Dream $\rightarrow$ more crowded, blocked ~~by trees~~ by brambles Scientol. trying to con- vince about the immortality of LKH Tarot meditation – reading Duquette’s Thoth Tarot, about Archangel 3/19/05 4 AM – Lesser Banishing pentagram –…
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Another Dream
3-18-05 Alienated from fine society, running, trying to get into club, kicked out by bouncer for no shirt Dream $\rightarrow$ more crowded, blocked ~~by trees~~ by brambles Scientol. trying to con- vince about the immortality of LKH Tarot meditation – reading Duquette’s Thoth Tarot, about Archangel 3/19/05 4 AM – Lesser Banishing pentagram – always…
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Meditation
3/3/05 morning 12 AM – double wands, relaxation Weather: rainy Body: lungs hurt, hurt Evening 11 pm Weather: dry Body: relaxed, little asthma Pentagram work concentrated on seeing the blue light 3/3/05 borrychem, top of a group of 4 loud people who want to stop practice 3/4/05 Evening 8:30pm breath of fire, HUM I HUM…
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Double Wands
3/3/05 morning 12 AM – double wands, relaxation Weather: rainy Body: lungs hurt, hurt Evening 11 pm Weather: dry Body: relaxed, little asthma Pentagram work concentrated on seeing the blue light 3/3/05 borrychem, top of a group of 4 loud people who want to stop practice 3/4/05 Evening 8:30pm breath of fire, HUM I HUM…
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Dream
3/4/05 startled awake, something about evil center I went to roman church? Rite: Tarot meditation Weather: Dry, cold Body: normal Moon: two past last quarter Action: Followed recipe to pull card, pulled “The World” Got the idea, man is on the same level as the “beasts”, the woman is powerful, holds 2 wands & is…